Thursday, May 21, 2009 ; 2:54 PM
where the trust goes??
Seems that there are no TRUST among us. i got nth to say as it is nt the first time, and there are still lots of thins tat u nv tell me i also act blur, pretend nth had happened. nvm.its ok... i wont force u to tell me thins tat u dun wish to tell me, i will jus close one eye. somethin tat u wanna tell me obviously u will tell me straight. n also wont scold or quarrel with u, y u nv tell me in the first place or wat.... cause i feel tat the way tat we usually used does not work. mayb u all are born to be like tat, nth can be blame to. wat i have learnt is tat female or mayb me only should act like an idiot. thins which pple dun wan to tell u, dun act clever go find it out. you jus pretend nth happen. this is the most smart way tat female should react. cause if u go find out, in the end, being hurt one is you. you dun deserve to be treated tis way. i m the victim. i got no choice to choose wat i wanna be. wat i wan is very simple, i jus wanna to be an ordinary people. if u tink u got no feedom den u can tell me, anythin tat u disagree with can straight tell me. wan i do u tink is unreasonable, tell me also. we can talk abt it. y u keep using the same method which is "cheat".
i seriously being hurted by you~
CHANCES will be used up someday..........
should we take a breath first before moving on??
Tuesday, May 12, 2009 ; 2:55 PM
aft today's papers, i really disappointed with myself. i was like sitting for the wrong exam papers.
what to do? i dun noe! am i the one who should be blame?? haha. nv finish both of my paper, i look stupid when others are discussing the answers. cause i do nt noe how to do or i nv do tats y i nv participate in tat. wat for?! paper already handed in, nth can be change. i m sick of taking exams now, the more i do the more i look stupid!!!
Thursday, April 23, 2009 ; 4:40 PM
promised-less love!
you ask for my forgiveness
i forgive you
you ask for the last chance
i gave you
you ask me to believe you
and so i did
but what i get was??
i didnt force you to make any promises
but you ownself made it
what you have promised to me
i doesnt seem that you did it
i did not angry or what
because i had already suspected this result
when you said the word "promise"
i jus feel sad that you ask me to give you the last chance
and i gave you but u doesnt seems to treasure it
how am i going to believe what you have promised again?!
note: do not make any promises to other
when you cant do it!!
when you get use to promise people
and you did not do it,
it will only hurt the person who believe your promises.
he/she may not believe in you anymore...
sign off~
Tuesday, April 21, 2009 ; 5:41 PM
I finally posted a new post. As i keep on moving, found smth. things are changing, most of it turned bad. everything goes well last time but jus b coz of some misunderstanding, a full stop ended everything.wat can i do or the world do to help out with it?! i also tink tat,sometimes, even myself also making the wrong decision.
A dragon boat race need 12pple including me to row but the waves are too strong tat turn our boat over. some of my teammates cant face the challenges n decided to giveup. now only left some of us to continue our rowing. it is impossible to let the remainers to row the dragon boat,we need teamwork in order to complete the race. wat i should do to sustain it?? pple! will all of u stay n we complete the race tgt? we are in the same boat. when we are facing the obstacles, how can all of u leave the team? we should overcome it. HELP~ I DO NOT WAN TO GIVE UP,DONT ALL OF U HAV THE SAME TINKING AS ME?! wat to do to make us come tgt n united as one? can tell me?
u all may tink it is nt a big problem but pls tink carefully! really dun mind? the happiness tat we had been passes through... i was sad to say means nothing. to me, it always the happinest moment tat i will nv forgt! mayb u all hav found another big boat to fit in, wat i can say is THE SMALL DRAGON BOAT ARE ALWAYS THE MOST WARM ONE. missed it!
the past is the past
although thins will nv come back as before
history cnt be repeat
but y dun create a new history page??
dun tell me the feeling has gone
heart towards her/him turned cold
i dun believe tat
as every single thin tat u hav done
dun care it is happy,sad,angry....
u will still rmb
jus tat u REFUSE to recall the pictures
but the pictures will still flash in ur mind
when u c him/her...
no matter how long it takes.
To be continue~~
Saturday, January 17, 2009 ; 7:41 PM
happy b'day to my dear jay~
hahaha!
{the 18 jan 2008}
Wednesday, January 7, 2009 ; 2:28 PM
shut up!
why my posts are alway sad. I hate it! so many thins tat make me frustrated. sadness should me remove in my dictionary and i mean it. i decided to come out with an agreement which will have a win win situation between us. i thought we able to work well together but it shows that my prediction is wrong. the agreement include problems that we always faced and unable to solve it. It is the same problem again and again non stop. Its my fault to believe u first, i have chosen the wrong path to walk with. "CHANCES","BELIEVE","PROMISE", would not appear in my mind again...
Monday, December 22, 2008 ; 12:45 AM
HOHOHO~
so long nv update already, nOe u all miss me very much so the first photo is ME!!
ytd 21.12.2008 nite which is ASKA yang zhong wei concert. c the board i m holding u all nOe liao la...
hor? wah! i sitting on the second row which is the s'pore fc sits. heehee! my sis is ASKA fanz. tats y i able to sit infront. woo~ ASKA's singing was so fantastic! omg- dun noe how say. it was like... he can brin out the soul of each song, no matter happy or sad songs, his singing was so well. haha. didnt let me shi wang also. wahaha~
woo~ MUSCLE! dun jealous! haha!
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s'pore fc
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m'sia fc
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alamak! forgt to take photo on taiwan fc. miss it.
group photo of ALL aska fc from all over the world...
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s'pore fc crew helping up with the concert
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guess who is my sis???
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haha~ the centre one who wearing red colour shirt is my sis.
do u get the correct ans?!
hmm... tats all for the concert. haha! n my favourite song is "yang cong"!!!!洋葱歌词
作词/作曲:阿信(五月天)
如果你眼神能够为我片刻的降临如果你能听到心碎的声音
沉默的守护著你沉默的等奇迹沉默的让自己像是空气
大家都吃著聊著笑著今晚多开心最角落里的我笑得多合群
盘底的洋葱像我永远是调味品偷偷的看著你偷偷的隐藏著自己
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会发现你会讶异你是我最压抑最深处的秘密
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸你会流泪只要你能听到我看到我的全心全意
听你说你和你的他们暧昧的空气我和我的绝望装得很风趣
我就样一颗洋葱永远是配角戏多希望能与你有一秒专属的剧情
BYE BYE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
