杰伦♥爱莉

2009-05-21T14:54:00.000-07:00

where the trust goes??

Seems that there are no TRUST among us. i got nth to say as it is nt the first time, and there are still lots of thins tat u nv tell me i also act blur, pretend nth had happened. nvm.its ok... i wont force u to tell me thins tat u dun wish to tell me, i will jus close one eye. somethin tat u wanna tell me obviously u will tell me straight. n also wont scold or quarrel with u, y u nv tell me in the first place or wat.... cause i feel tat the way tat we usually used does not work. mayb u all are born to be like tat, nth can be blame to. wat i have learnt is tat female or mayb me only should act like an idiot. thins which pple dun wan to tell u, dun act clever go find it out. you jus pretend nth happen. this is the most smart way tat female should react. cause if u go find out, in the end, being hurt one is you. you dun deserve to be treated tis way. i m the victim. i got no choice to choose wat i wanna be. wat i wan is very simple, i jus wanna to be an ordinary people. if u tink u got no feedom den u can tell me, anythin tat u disagree with can straight tell me. wan i do u tink is unreasonable, tell me also. we can talk abt it. y u keep using the same method which is "cheat".

i seriously being hurted by you~

CHANCES will be used up someday..........

should we take a breath first before moving on??

2009-05-12T14:55:00.000-07:00

aft today's papers, i really disappointed with myself. i was like sitting for the wrong exam papers.
what to do? i dun noe! am i the one who should be blame?? haha. nv finish both of my paper, i look stupid when others are discussing the answers. cause i do nt noe how to do or i nv do tats y i nv participate in tat. wat for?! paper already handed in, nth can be change. i m sick of taking exams now, the more i do the more i look stupid!!!

2009-04-23T16:40:00.000-07:00

promised-less love!
you ask for my forgiveness
i forgive you
you ask for the last chance
i gave you
you ask me to believe you
and so i did
but what i get was??
i didnt force you to make any promises
but you ownself made it
what you have promised to me
i doesnt seem that you did it
i did not angry or what
because i had already suspected this result
when you said the word "promise"
i jus feel sad that you ask me to give you the last chance
and i gave you but u doesnt seems to treasure it
how am i going to believe what you have promised again?!

note: do not make any promises to other
when you cant do it!!
when you get use to promise people
and you did not do it,
it will only hurt the person who believe your promises.
he/she may not believe in you anymore...

sign off~

2009-04-21T17:41:00.000-07:00

I finally posted a new post. As i keep on moving, found smth. things are changing, most of it turned bad. everything goes well last time but jus b coz of some misunderstanding, a full stop ended everything.wat can i do or the world do to help out with it?! i also tink tat,sometimes, even myself also making the wrong decision.
A dragon boat race need 12pple including me to row but the waves are too strong tat turn our boat over. some of my teammates cant face the challenges n decided to giveup. now only left some of us to continue our rowing. it is impossible to let the remainers to row the dragon boat,we need teamwork in order to complete the race. wat i should do to sustain it?? pple! will all of u stay n we complete the race tgt? we are in the same boat. when we are facing the obstacles, how can all of u leave the team? we should overcome it. HELP~ I DO NOT WAN TO GIVE UP,DONT ALL OF U HAV THE SAME TINKING AS ME?! wat to do to make us come tgt n united as one? can tell me?
u all may tink it is nt a big problem but pls tink carefully! really dun mind? the happiness tat we had been passes through... i was sad to say means nothing. to me, it always the happinest moment tat i will nv forgt! mayb u all hav found another big boat to fit in, wat i can say is THE SMALL DRAGON BOAT ARE ALWAYS THE MOST WARM ONE. missed it!

the past is the past
although thins will nv come back as before
history cnt be repeat
but y dun create a new history page??
dun tell me the feeling has gone
heart towards her/him turned cold
i dun believe tat
as every single thin tat u hav done
dun care it is happy,sad,angry....
u will still rmb
jus tat u REFUSE to recall the pictures
but the pictures will still flash in ur mind
when u c him/her...
no matter how long it takes.

To be continue~~

2009-01-17T19:41:00.000-08:00

happy b'day to my dear jay~
hahaha!
{the 18 jan 2008}

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2009-01-07T14:28:00.000-08:00

shut up!
why my posts are alway sad. I hate it! so many thins tat make me frustrated. sadness should me remove in my dictionary and i mean it. i decided to come out with an agreement which will have a win win situation between us. i thought we able to work well together but it shows that my prediction is wrong. the agreement include problems that we always faced and unable to solve it. It is the same problem again and again non stop. Its my fault to believe u first, i have chosen the wrong path to walk with. "CHANCES","BELIEVE","PROMISE", would not appear in my mind again...

2008-12-22T00:45:00.000-08:00

HOHOHO~
so long nv update already, nOe u all miss me very much so the first photo is ME!!
ytd 21.12.2008 nite which is ASKA yang zhong wei concert. c the board i m holding u all nOe liao la...
hor? wah! i sitting on the second row which is the s'pore fc sits. heehee! my sis is ASKA fanz. tats y i able to sit infront. woo~ ASKA's singing was so fantastic! omg- dun noe how say. it was like... he can brin out the soul of each song, no matter happy or sad songs, his singing was so well. haha. didnt let me shi wang also. wahaha~

woo~ MUSCLE! dun jealous! haha!
v
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s'pore fc
v

m'sia fc
v

alamak! forgt to take photo on taiwan fc. miss it.

group photo of ALL aska fc from all over the world...
v

s'pore fc crew helping up with the concert
v

guess who is my sis???
v

haha~ the centre one who wearing red colour shirt is my sis.
do u get the correct ans?!
hmm... tats all for the concert. haha! n my favourite song is "yang cong"!!!!

洋葱歌词
作词/作曲:阿信(五月天)

如果你眼神能够为我片刻的降临如果你能听到心碎的声音
沉默的守护著你沉默的等奇迹沉默的让自己像是空气
大家都吃著聊著笑著今晚多开心最角落里的我笑得多合群
盘底的洋葱像我永远是调味品偷偷的看著你偷偷的隐藏著自己
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会发现你会讶异你是我最压抑最深处的秘密
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸你会流泪只要你能听到我看到我的全心全意
听你说你和你的他们暧昧的空气我和我的绝望装得很风趣
我就样一颗洋葱永远是配角戏多希望能与你有一秒专属的剧情

BYE BYE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2008-10-13T16:50:00.000-07:00

[说好的幸福呢]

你的绘画凌乱着在这个时刻我想起喷泉旁的白鸽　甜蜜散落了情绪莫名的拉扯　我还爱你呢伴你断断续续唱着歌假作没事了时间过了走了爱情面临选择你冷了倦了我哭了一开始都不快乐你用卡片纸写着有些爱只给到这真的懂了怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了开心与不开心一一细数着你在不舍那些爱过的感觉都太深刻我都还记得你不等了说好的幸福呢我错了泪干了放手了后悔了只是回忆的音乐盒在旋转着要怎么停呢

你的绘画凌乱着在这个时刻我想起喷泉旁的白鸽　甜蜜散落了情绪莫名的拉扯　我还爱你呢伴你断断续续唱着歌假作没事了时间过了走了爱情面临选择你冷了倦了我哭了一开始都不快乐你用卡片纸写着有些爱只给到这真的懂了怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了开心与不开心一一细数着你在不舍那些爱过的感觉都太深刻我都还记得你不等了说好的幸福呢我错了泪干了放手了后悔了只是回忆的音乐盒在旋转着要怎么停呢怎么了你累了说好的幸福呢我懂了不说了爱淡了梦远了我都还记得你不等了说好的幸福呢我错了泪干了放手了后悔了只是回忆的音乐盒在旋转着要怎么停呢

2008-10-13T01:52:00.000-07:00

想拥有纯纯的爱, 是我个人的愚蠢想法. 童话故事里的完美都是虚假的, 捏造的谎言,我居然相信. 后悔了,但也来不及. 一时的冲动, 让我尝尽了喜怒哀乐. 虽然我知道现实生活中不可能会有灰姑娘般的故事, 但固执与倔强的我不相信而掉下了陷阱. 不能说陷阱是不好的,因为它让我同时感受到了快乐与悲伤. 它打醒了在发白日梦的我. 我跟清楚童话故事都是在骗人的! 傻瓜现在才相信这大家都知道的事实. 这么辛苦的坚持着童话故事里的完美结局, 到不如试着放手让自己喘一口气. 看看周围的悠然环境,享受四周的新鲜空气. 放弃了自由也等于没有了快乐. 相等于的改变了自我就是失去了自我.
不管谁对或错, 现在说也卫冕太迟了. 总觉得自己就像个废物. 什么事都无能为力,社会中的败类.我是自私自利的人, 从不顾他人的感受. 你可以说我只顾自己而不管他人的死活. 我是个没用没良心的家伙. 一点也不关心不照顾人家. 总之我就是那么的没用. 简单的事情,我都不能解决. 只会让人生气,伤心. 讨人开心的事,我都不会. 我只会惹人生气, 惹人伤心, 惹人讨厌我. 别人不开心,要的只是我的关怀,而我却办不到.
说了这么多, 都是我的错. 人家对我的关怀,我却当成是理所当然, 一点也不领情. 不必多说了..... 无话可说! 现在弥补我对你的伤害已经太迟了,我唯一能说的就是对不起. 而我也知道你要的答案不是对不起.

2008-09-22T03:47:00.000-07:00

hok! show me wat attitude?! tats enough ok. give tat face, tat voice n tat volume, sayin tat u didnt giv me any attitude? who believed? it is nt the first time. cant jus talk properly with a gentle tone? hell... keep askin then then then... then wat? wat ans did u expect to get. haha... dun like tat la~ ? pls ok... such thins wont happen. jus a jokin tone said but wat i get back was a stupid attitude like i must deserve it. i was like wat happen? everthin has changed so suddenly. i was hang... keep tinkin tat any quarrel can talk with a gentle tone but seems i tink too much lo. stupid tinkin! others can do nt hav such problem n y cant we?? maybe tis will nt happen to me also...young kids tinkin! i dun like ur attitude. i also nv say my attitude is gd. i can say tat my attitude is suck but i wont anyhow find problem n trouble myself. if u tink tat i also got attitude problem jus speak it out, dun wait till over already den starts to bring out all tis thins n say.

pls: stop giving me attitude! dun like ur attitude dun like ur attitude. there is a limit toward my tolerance. tink tat i gt attitute problem den tell me straight.

y should we keep quarrelling with all those~ thins? cant we jus... Haiz. sad>>>

2008-09-19T23:47:00.000-07:00

haiz.... u are just simply forgot what you have said. really~

2008-09-16T08:36:00.000-07:00

HAHA...FUNNY~ trust and honest ?!?!

cant sleep so decide to update my blog.
if nt pple will say i nv update, u all nOe urself hor?!
Haiz...
Actually many tHins to say but dislike to write in here.
next time den blog my happy thins! bye! nitez~

shh................... ^%^%$#@&***(&)@@#$#&*()%&^$%Q$!$

jus an explanation only
does it so difficult ???

2008-07-10T04:54:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO OUR POTATO-lingying N OUR TOMATO-kaiqi !!!

HAHA...

our celebration at yulin house>>>

eNjOy ur daY MAn!!
the birthday girls- LY n KQ !!!!!!!!!

happy birthday to u

happy birthday to u

happy birthday to ly n kq

happy birthday to u~ BOTH...

A birthday song which sing by us~~~

dun Noe ly de wat lo.. haha

wah! look like very long de photo leh... but is jus today take de wor!

oh man! so fast old liao... heehee

WoO~ nice pic! but wo bu mai tofu#tofu!

> look a bit A la... HAHA... is ly n bee lo.

v ^ bee take de blur blur photo... nO skill! heehee..

V wahaha... they 2...>>>#%*^(&()*

GOOD JOB ^^

#BYES#

wahahahhahaha...

2008-07-08T01:36:00.000-07:00

i m the director
meanwhile,
i m the actress too...
it is tiring to be a director or actress,
BUT thins tat wont change is-
Everyone is still acting... ...
still acting...

m i a good director? or good actress??
there is nO ans for my qn>>>
人生就像一出戏
一部最长的电影

2008-05-07T23:41:00.000-07:00

SS + bio de paper finally end le...
feel so SHUANG man!
haha>>>

pink rabbit belongs to RK de

^ tis pink rabbit s nt mine but its cute ^

^ wahaha... kq dun noe i took her photo!

^ guess who man?!

^ should nOe who will do tis kind of lame thin rite?!

nth much n tats all for today! thank you CLASS.
haha... will be back soon!!

2008-04-29T16:40:00.000-07:00